What Have I Done?

Nothing yet. However, I've decided not to go to Wales this summer. For the last week or two I just haven't felt good about going to Wales. And then last night I went to the study abroad opening dinner with the other girls going and people that have gone in the past, and the whole time I felt like that was not the place that I was supposed to be. It's weird, because I was really excited about going, and now I feel that it's not what I'm supposed to be doing. So, I'm giving up on Europe and hanging around Provo... but what will I be doing? And how the heck am I supposed to tell my dad?
So although the CA applications were due over a week ago, I've talked to Lindsey and she told me to go ahead and submit it. So yesterday I wrote my essay and submitted my application. Last night I made an appointment with the bishop. And today I gave my recommendation form to Lindsey to fill out. So we'll see how it goes.
I also picked up my chemistry TA applications yesterday as a back up. Hello, Provo.