And this.

Do you ever feel this way? I feel this way a lot. Especially on days like today... you know, Valentine's Day. I feel like this day is great... when you're in a couple. For others, like me, not so much. The Cannon is decked out in red, pink and heart things. People keep wishing me a Happy Valentine's Day as I hand them their packages. All I can think is, "oh, you think it is because you're getting some." Is that bad? Yes. I should have a better attitude. But I don't. I've never liked it. It's always some sort of disappointment. Granted I've never been dating (or close to) dating someone around this time of year. And I'm sure that one day I'll like it, but for now, I don't.

I feel pathetic. I had to convince Marie to be my Valentine (awkward) after Skyler rejected my invitation for dinner. And there's ward FHE tonight, and I don't know if I want to go or not, but I just feel awkward about it in general. I really just wish that this day would quietly pass away. Now.