Open Mic Night

Last night I went to the Humor U Open Mic Night. I wasn’t going to. I was all set with my plan to shun one man in favor of the other, unwanted one. Yet after chatting about it, I went with Camille and her older sister Amy, and a couple of their friends. We sat in the balcony area of the Maeser. It was fun. Some of the hopefuls really sucked, but others were really good. They had two people audition that have performed with Humor U in the past, so what does that mean? That they’re not officially in the club or something?
I thought about auditioning at one point. I’m not trying to be conceited or anything, but I think that I’m a pretty funny person. If I were to audition, I’d tell the story about how David asked me to be his eating coach. I’d also talk about dating, but that seemed to be a big topic for the auditioners. Anyways, I didn’t audition, and I probably won’t in the future. I think that it would be a little strange, given the situation.
Anyways, going to the Open Mic Night was good for me. It made me realize that I don’t think it’s worth it to seek out male company that I’m not interested in, because at the end of the day, he wouldn’t be able to replace the person I’m really interested in. The truth is that I don’t know what the Lord has in store for me. His wants and my wants do not always match up. But I know that He has plans for me. So basically I think I’m going to step back and let Him work His miracles. I don’t know what the future holds for me, but I know that He loves me, and He will help me do what He knows is best for me.