Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hello, Again...

A. Humor U dress rehearsal tonight. I have no idea what I'm going to say. Last night I had a nightmare where I went to the rehearsal without knowing what to say and then I just stood up there stupidly looking at everyone. But I have hope. The guys know my name and they like my stuff. So now it's just a matter of putting everything together alright within the next 3.5 hours.

B. I got the ORCA grant! Which is great, except that Hayley didn't. So it's bittersweet. Really, I don't know what to do. It was for the same project and I got it and she didn't, and all along I thought it would be the other way around. So do I keep it all, split it down the middle, or some variant? It's just hard because I want to be celebrating, but Hayley's not. And who would I really want to celebrate with more than Hayley?

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