Let it Burn

"There's this thing I have to do. This really hard thing. And I have no idea how to do it. I wonder if I'm strong enough. I wonder if I have enough of a spine to actually follow through with my plans."

I wrote this on my blog 8 months ago. Well, for the most part I succeeded at this process I was going through. I whittled away at the bonds that held me. And finally, finally, last night I was so over it that Cami and I had a party. We lit candles, we filled cups with water just in case, and we burned every last remnant. And then we took the water logged burnt papers and threw them out with the bath water over the railing of my stairs.

Today I walked past some still intact papers from the escapade. And I thought to myself, "yeah, you can suck it."

I am my own woman. Menu neb dwi.