Dream

Last night I had a dream. It was graduation and my mom was up visiting from St. George. She had heard that a store in the area (maybe in Heber) had a specific craft supply that she wanted. We went to the store and discovered that they didn't have it, but we continued to look around for it. I started to panic. I was going to be late for graduation. I might even miss the whole thing. And then I realized that I hadn't shaved my legs and I didn't have anything to wear. I was completely unprepared for the event.

This morning it hit me. I don't need Emily to interpret this dream for me, as I already know what it means. I am not prepared for graduation. I have no idea if I'm going to be able to pay rent or buy food. I don't know how long it'll take me to find a job, and when I finally do, if it's going to be applicable to what I just spent four years studying or if it's going to be at Old Navy. These are the things I worry about.